none of these thoughts finished to be able to make them into posts worth writing about…
What is the connection with feeling exhausted, lost and failed and sitting at the edge of the bed rather than anywhere else?
What is it about message boards or news or for that matter any source of information that changes. Why do we feel the need to update ourselves with the new information? As a person, are you only interesting to somebody else only because you change, might have updates?
Is finding a benchmark for your life, comparing it to other more successful lives, a confirmation of its mediocrity?
A tough challenge is to avoid the rigor mortis of your heart after it has been broken.